New year, same goals. Main goal is to be happy and grateful for the life I have. My baby is healthy, my partner is awesome and I have food in the fridge. I have some ongoing goals regardless of time of year.
1) workout everyday (who needs anti-depressants after a 30 min cardio session or a Stroller Fitness Class.
2) eat more vegetables
3) save money for a downpayment for a house
4) simplify - get rid of clutter and organize better
As my baby naps, I am online looking for weight loss motivation... again. I am again on the bandwagon to drop weight and it sounds like a broken record. I need to lose weight not for me but for my family. I don't want to be "fat mom" or struggle keeping up to my 6 month old (she will be six months on Saturday). I am too embarrassed to share how much I now weigh. Lets just say I gained almost 20 lbs since Jaime was born. I breastfeed and supplement (don't make enough milk) and I take a crap load of medicine/herbs to increase my breast milk. I am not every active as I was during my pregnancy. I was walking over 1 - 2 hours a day (during lunch and breaks), now I am at home trying my best to be active and eat properly - which I feel that I am failing at. When I stepped on the scale today I almost crapped myself and I had a long cry and started to feel sorry for myself. Then I got mad. Rather than being pissed off, I realize now I have to try even harder to be active and eat properly I am not getting any younger. I am now 34 and a new mom. Here I am, eager to get fit and healthy once again for me and for my daughter!
This past week, stress has been my enemy. Stress is
harmful for my well-being.I admit, I
have a chaotic life; I work very hard at my 8:30 – 4:30 career, our
organization is at a critical stage with major deliverables and deadlines, and
the stress I experience has resulted in a doctor-ordered two-week break.As I was getting ready for work this morning,
it was not the usual, Monday morning blues I usually experience after a nice
weekend with Michael.It was a panic,
fear and anxiety-ridden morning with tears and an internal pain in my stomach.
Those feelings have been surfacing a lot more these days, and I knew if I made
it into the office; I may have had complete meltdown in front of my colleagues
and boss, which would have been humiliating.So now I am at home making a plan to rebalance, recharge and revaluate
my well-being goals.I am not a
religious person per se, but I often think about this prayer or mantra that my
Grandma had hanging on her wall back home in Norway House. It goes like this...
God, grant me the
to accept the things
I cannot change ~
to change the
things I can;
to know the difference.
Living one day at a
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardship as the
pathway to peace.
sinful world as it is,
not as I would have it.
Trusting that He will make
all things right if I
surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy
in this life, and supremely
happy forever in
By Reinhold Neibuhr
Although I do not subscribe to the Christian faith, this prayer
reminds me of a time when life was easier, it reminds me that I am only one
person and I cannot hold the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Pisew Falls - Near Thompson Manitoba. Within Pimicikamak time-honoured territory.
I recently deactivated my Facebook (FB) account. I thought of permanently deleting FB permanently but I could not fathom losing all my ‘friends’, in other words family, friends and people who I met one time or another. Recently more than ever I found myself ‘lurking’ on FB, gazing at other people’s memories, reading rants and complaints and feeling disconnected with the people who matter the most. One reason why I love(d) FB was that I had many contacts that gave me the ‘low-down’ on issues that matter to me and my community that often is not reflected in mainstream media such as the blatant disregard for Indigenous peoples and their rights and freedoms to live freely in their territories, under their own laws, custom and governance – all in the name of ‘progress’ and ‘development’.
I was inspired to blog to help me document my weight-loss goals and strive to live mino-pimatisiwin (Inninuw concept of ‘living the good life’ or living in balance), which I have not blogged about and which I should in the near future. Thus far on this blogging journey, I have lost 56 lbs since November 2009. I have drastically changed my eating habits and I feel a lot lighter! (I still hover around 227-231) and this has been the case for about a year. I am not too concerned at this moment in time. I know I have lost weight per se by the size of my clothes. I am swimming in 1x size clothes, I can finally fit into some XL at Ricki’s and XXL at Reitman’s hug my curves in a good way ;P. It is exciting to finally fit into ‘regular people’ clothes and options on wardrobe are increasing almost every day.
This summer I have a goal not to reactivate FB. I want to limit my personal internet time to less than 90 minutes a day. Often when I get up in the morning, I make my coffee, catch up on FB, read blogs, the mainstream news, and check the weather. That takes about 20-30 minutes. Then I travel to work. If I can block off 45-60 minutes in the evening to blog, read blogs or research/surf would be an awesome step forward in the sense that I can organize my personal time to achieve aspired goals.
I want to spend this summer outside as much as possible, I want to read both fiction and more scholarly pieces, and finally I yearn to go on vacation with my partner, who has recently graduated from the University of Manitoba with a Bachelor of Education. Vacation requires money and thrifty living is essential for the next 8 weeks and frugal living is a priority.
Summer of 2012 will be a good one.
Me, 2011 - I really need to start using my camera more
If you’ve taken part in FMM then you know the rules. If you’re new, please take a moment to answer this week’s question on your own blog then add your link in the comments section here at: www.alltheweigh.com so we can all see your FMM questions and answers. Please invite your blog readers to add their links here too so everyone has to opportunity to be seen. The idea is to connect with other awesome bloggers so take a moment to post your own FMM post and comment on a couple of other posts. Now it’s time for this week’s topic!
FMM: Current Favorites
1. Song – Gold on the Ceiling – The Black Keys 2. Drink – Coffee homemade Starbucks Espresso Roast and Caribou Coffee Mocha Java 3. Physical feature of the opposite sex (or the sex that you find attractive) – My partners strong back 4. TV Show(s) – Grey’s Anatomy, Private Practice and The Big Bang Theory 5. Actor/Actress – Benjamin Bratt. 6. Book – Devotion – Dani Shapiro 7. Form of communication – Text message 8. Exercise – Body Step classes, although my lower back is buggered up. Back up, elliptical and bike machine. 9. Food – BBQ stir-fried Brussels sprouts, red pepper, asparagus, red onion marinated in an olive oil, balsamic vinegar and hot garlic and chili sauce. 10. Quote – “…Take the word, “colonization,” which is actually away of seeing and explaining what has happened to us. We cannot allow that word to be the story of our lives, because it is a narrative that in its use privileges the colonizers’ power and inherently limits our freedom, logically and mentally imposing a perpetual colonized victim way of life and view on the world” (Alfred, 2005, p.25).
Now it’s your turn to answer the questions! Don’t forget to come back and link up in the comments. Happy Monday Friends
It is November 1! I am still weighing in at 229-230 lbs as per scale. I must admit that I have not been diligent on meal planning and eating at home. Many meals have been from restaurants where portion sizes are massive and where I have no self-control. This week Michael and I have decided to implement a weekly meal plan schedule.
Roasted chicken, garlic mashed potatoes (for Michael) and garlicky quinoa for me, with roasted lemon asparagus and Brussels sprouts.
November Fitness/Weight-loss Goals Attend 3 step-classes per week (Monday, Wednesday, Saturday) Practice hot yoga class once per week (Sunday) Strength training 3-4 times per week Weigh in at 220-222lbs on November 30
November Food Goals No eating or drinking out! (Except for November 15, 2011 – Sushi Date with friends from high school) Allowed one take out coffee/tea per week and only if I am visiting with a friend
Financial Goals Pay and extra $500 to personal loan Save $500 for Boxing day/week sales!